
ok shall talk about today.went to meet daph and mira after my cafe duty today.was horrible sey.it was like having war lo when we are having cafe.not enough staff plus not enough time plus lack of space plus aiyo many more things larh.kind of lazy to name them all.anw,after that meet up wt my two dearies at vivo.and me and daph cut our hair.damn short larh but no choice if not later sure get catch one lor.anw,mira bought ljs so we went up to the rooftop ther to eat and the scenary also nicer i supoosed so we took some random photos out of boredness.hahahas.lame rite.after that we went to walk walk around for awhile befor we send mira off to the interchange.then after that we meet up with sindee to watch movie.sindee,thx for the movie.its time for me to relax and chill out.after that went to have my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner.was damn tired so i sept onthe way back.oh i just wan to say this.daph dont think too much liao larh k.no point also liao.whats over is over.don think liao k.hehehex.wan to think also think aout me ma.wahahahahax.
I JUST SIMPLY MISSES YOU!!EVERYTIME I TRY NOT TO THINK ABOUT YOU,THE MORE I WILL GO THINK.THE HARDER I TRY,THE HARDER IT IS FOR ME TO FORGET.THE HARDEST THING IN LIFE ISN'T FNDING THE ONE YOU LOVE,ITS MAKING THE ONE YOU LOVE..LOVE YOU BACK.
I CRY FOR THE TIMES THAT YOU WERE ALMOST MINE,I CRY FOR THE MEMORIES IVE LEFT BEHIND,I CRY FOR THE PAIN,THE LOST,THE OLD,THE NEW..I NOW CRY FOR THE TIMES I THOUGHT I HAD YOU.
SOMETIMES I DONT KNOW WHETHER SHOULD I SMILE CAUSE YOURE HAPPIER WITH HER OR CRY CAUSE YOU ARE NOT MINE.EVERYDAY I TELL MYSELF WERE BETTER OFF WITHOUT EACH OTHER,BUT THEN EVERY MORNING I WAKE UP AND REALISE I LOVE YOU MORE THEN THE DAY BEFORE.
I WANT TO BE HAPPY BACAUSE YOU ARE HAPPY,BUT HOW CAN I BE HAPPY KNOWING IM NOT THE ONE MAKING YOU SMILE.
YOU MAKE ME SMILE FOR NO REASON WHATSOEVER,YOU MAKE ME LAUH AT THE UNFUNNIEST THINGS,BUT MOST OF ALL, YOU MAKE ME LOVE YOU.. WHEN I SHOULDNT BE LOVING YOU.
YOU WILL KNOW WHEN YOU REALLY LOVE SOMEONE,WHEN YOU WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY EVEN IF HIS HAPPINESS MEANS YOU ARE NOT A PART OF IT.
DONT BE TOO GOOD I WILL MISS YOU.DONT BE TOO CARING,I MIGHT LIKE YOU.DONT BE TOO SWEET,I MIGHT FALL.
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST GIVE ME A SECOND CHANCES OR EVEN A CHNCE FOR ME TO EXPLAIN.ALL YOU SAY AND DO IS SAYING THAT I ALWAYS SHOUT AT YOU AND YOU DON'T LIKE IT AT ALL.
THINKING ABOUT IT FOR DAYS,DI I REALLY SHOUT A YOU AT TIMES.I DONT EVEN BARE TO SCOLD YOU WHATS MORE SHOUTING.NEVERMIND,I WILL FORGIVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT.
BUT ALL I JUST WANT TO SAY AFTER ALL YOU HAVE DONE TO ME IS THAT I WILL STILL BE YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL AND I LOVE YOU.