uh, hello.
write your welcome note here.
You said I must eat so many lemons,
'cause I am so bitter.
I said I'd rather be with your friends mate,
cause they are much fitter
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write your welcome note here.
You said I must eat so many lemons,
'cause I am so bitter.
I said I'd rather be with your friends mate,
cause they are much fitter
GRACE TANG ZHI QING.
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Hate It Then Dont Bother Ok!!
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Currently Skooling At Ite Simei As A Nursing Student
A Friendly And easy-Going Gerl
Sunday, December 14, 2008
feeling so free now!! i am ready for camp!!
[ 3:41 PM ]
hey ppl i am in a confusion but its now all cleared i supposed!!
at first i reali hated them so much!!reali hate them til the extend till like to the core ue know??but why do i just feel so bad and sad inside me as if something is missing right inside my heart!!later i just realise dat it's the gift of forgiveness and love!!
i tink i have to learn to let go and forgive and forget!!GOD despite of wat we did and done to him always forgive us witout fail so why cant mankind do it too??i tink i will have to learn to forgive and forget more easily like how GOD did to us mankind!!as for me if i hate the person to the "core", i will make sure i wll make the person life miserable and so called "hell" out of his or her life!!making the person feel guilty for all their life!!
but i have learn something on friday.i know i am out of dance already and i have hated some of the ppl in the team i shall not say who.and i have also joined the deco team now as they are kind of in need of help?so i saw the other everyone else on fri as we all have to meet up at the stadium to take a look at everything.i know they all saw me and i saw them too!!we are looking at each other but no one even approached to talk to me other den my beloved melody who have been encouraging me all tis well and stood by me!!thx so much!!
i tink witout her,i would have just reali hate evryone literally everyone im saying.don ask me why but i just feel so unhappy and hated everyone at dat time!!i just showed them a face when they look over at me and stuff like dat.i know i might have hurt ur but im reali very very very sorie for wat i have done!! i reali regretted on how i treated ur.i know i should not do dat but just at dat moment i just have the urge to do dat don know why too!!i supposed the devil is using me to attack ur and hate ur so our r/s wont be gd!!but when melody talk to me i was smiling and laughing away even wit the deco ppl too!!but its when wit them, im not!!not even a grin of smile on my face at all!!but just putting on a long black face for them to see and acted as though i don know them and we are all totally strangers!!
but after this one day yst,i just don feel peace in my heart.im feeling dat something so heavy is like pulling me down!!and i know its a burden dat i have learn to let go!!to forgive them and forget bout wat they have done to me!!and when i know how much ur actually cared for me no matter wat reali make me felt so bad and woke up from everything!! thx for everything!! and now im feeling so free so happy ready for camp as i don wan to bring tis matter along too to my camp which will affect my mood in camp!!thx so much ppl wjo have been standing alongside wit me till so long!!love ya ppl!!and im now totally ready for camp!!cant wait for it!!
guys and gals,im missing the time dat we have spent so much time tgt!!reali missed ur so badly!!ur are dearly miseed and loved by me!!forgive me for wat i have done k? love ya all!!