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cause they are much fitter
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
[ 12:49 AM ]
mood rite now is : sad+kind of abit angry and also disappointed!
i know some of the ppl who are reading my blog now should have known wat have happen already.yes i have been kick out of dance.i mean REALI BEING KICK OUT FROM DANCE FOR GOODNESS SICK! i am actually not very convnced by how they conclude things lor.like wat sey.like so super unfair to me can?i don know larh but for wat i feel the both directors ur are not ther all the time or should i say not evenone quarter of the time too and ur just conclude like dat i am tired and seems not being able to cope.
come on!for wat i feel is dat i tink i myself know myself better den anyone of ur.do ue agree?if not den can ue tell wat i am tinking now rite?s i never say anything and i tink i am coping well but why do ur just have to assume dat i am not?can ue tell me why?judging from ppl's look may not be 100% rite all the time.if i myself feel dat i cant cope wit my things,i would have told ue sorry i tink i cant cope.eraps next year den i join?but i didn't.im doin fine.reali reali reali perfectly fine.just don know why r have to judge me through my looks???
i agree i may look tired to ur for the past few practise but hello come on imagin urself sometimes have to work afternoon shift den the next day ue work morning plus 8 hours of standing not sitting down at all plus carrying of pt,turning of pt,moving and lifting of things.for some of ur i believe ur have drop dead liao lor.but i didnt leh.i still ok but my look may just look a bit tired.is dat why ue say i seems to have alot of things to do and settle and ask me to take a break?if it is den i reali cant be convince by dat.
and ue also mention dat fast dance is not my type.den does it mean dat i have to forever dance slw dance and not fast at all?ppl have got to learn to try.without trying out new things,how can we learn anyhing at all?i know myself i not the fast dance type but i wan to give it a shot give it a try to prove dat i will be able to be flexible wit watever kind of dance.and i am the kind of person if ue say i cant do it the more i will work even harder to prove ue wrong.i love challenges.love to have new challenges all the time.but ue just don seems to give me the chance to.to prove ue wrong dat i can dance fast dance to.i tink dat its quite unfair for me lor.no personnal offense over anyone but im just telling how i feel and i hope ue understand me too.
at first i though like wa finally can join dance liao cuz i have been tinking of it for years liao but still it still end up like tis again.i always wan to be part of the christmas bash where non chrstians will come and they see the perfomances and know dat actually how much GOD love them and coming to christ.though dat tis year will be the year but didnt did i expect dat tis happen.do i reali dance dat badly?no improvement at all?at first i though dat i like not up to it i feel like giving up liao tinking dat maybe i reali not good in dance not the type but den i didnt expect such a thing to happen larh cuz though dat ur put in so much energy and effort to teach me den i shall stop tinking dat kind of ways and put in my best so as not to disappointed ur.
ue say i can wait till next year.i tink when the times come den i see how.i may not wan to join anymore.cuz im scared already.im especially scared dat ur will just do wat ur did tis year.don feel like getting hurt the second time.when i wan to commit myself so much into it already den ue ask me to take a break.i feel so hurt just so hurt ass dancing have always been my other part of my life.have been loving to dance lor.thought dat i can use dance way to worship and serve GOD is so special.but it seems to me dat my dream tis year have been destroyed.watever it is,we will just see how things go along.and for wat i believe i don tink im the most worse one.there must be someone else.don feel like talking much liao.ue have just kind of spoil my mood for camp.don seems to be excited dat camp is coming.ok gtg liao ppl!! :D i will try to update everyday k?don worry my dearies im ok!!if there is anything,will text ur to tell ur one k?love ya all!! *muacks*